Carrying on from where i left off..
After having a great summer, i was getting ready to go to sixth form to study psychology, media and health and social care, i loved doing all of them as i found them interesting. I ended up dropping media, and then psychology they was too much work even though i enjoyed them i just couldnt find the time.
I stuck with health and social care, as it led me down the path i wanted to take, which was working with children or the elderly - maybe a social worker ?? Something along them lines and i was hoping taking this subject would help me.
In the november, i was getting ready to plan my birthday party - it was going to be princess/disney themed. But then the dreaded curse that is SWINE FLU arrived at our household. My mum had it and literally lived on the sofa till she was better, then matt had it which meant i didnt see him for 2 weeks - and as everyone must know when your in those first few months of a relationship you dont know what your going to do without your boyfriend for two weeks. So, i cancelled my birthday party. My family will always come first!
This is where 2010 starts and my story starts...
I stuck with health and social care, as it led me down the path i wanted to take, which was working with children or the elderly - maybe a social worker ?? Something along them lines and i was hoping taking this subject would help me.
In the november, i was getting ready to plan my birthday party - it was going to be princess/disney themed. But then the dreaded curse that is SWINE FLU arrived at our household. My mum had it and literally lived on the sofa till she was better, then matt had it which meant i didnt see him for 2 weeks - and as everyone must know when your in those first few months of a relationship you dont know what your going to do without your boyfriend for two weeks. So, i cancelled my birthday party. My family will always come first!
This is where 2010 starts and my story starts...
Middle of January i found out i was pregnant! It was and it wasn't a shock to us but changed my life..obviously! Matt at the time DID try to persuade me to have an abortion (neither of us at the time where ready to have a baby, but not everyone is, our mistake) I knew if i went through with that abortion i could never have lived with myself giving up a baby that god had given us - no im not a religious person but the one thing i do believe is that a child is a gift from god, if you are pregnant then god believes you are ready to bring up a child! And so i did....
I had a doctors appointment and i remember the doctor saying 'have you decided what to do' me being me looked at both my mum and matt and replied 'im definately keeping it' - those were the words that changed my life forever! + have to say for the best!
Then my pregnancy started & my life changed.....
Until next time....
Until next time....
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