Pregnancy

And so my pregnancy began... 

The morning sickness started, and people were getting suspicious as to why i hadnt been to school. People were obviously guessing that i was pregnant and i didnt want it to get that far as to rumours being spread. I FINALLY announced on facebook i was 'going to be a mummy' along with matt announcing he was going to be a dad, and mum and pete (stepdad) announcing they were going to be grandparents! 

Then the friend requests came flooding in from people i only had heard there names and never met. This didnt bother me, i dont mind people nosing around people can talk about me say whatever they liked, me and my slowly growing bump were happy and nothing would ever change that. 

The usual pregnancy stuff happened...scans..antenatal checks & after seeing and hearing my babys heartbeat for the first time it hit me... I WAS GOING TO BE A MUM! was emotional but i didnt cry. My pregnancy was just getting better and better i was so happy, always smiling and loved my bump. Weird to think there is baby growing inside you and is the best feeling, when you feel your baby kick <3

Anyway after missing months of school i finally went back (with a bump) dreading my first day back! Everywhere i went all i heard was 'are you pregnant' 'arent you a bit young to be pregnant' and i never replied....walking away with my head held high because i was going to be a brilliant mum! Age is nothing but a number! 

Nearly 6 months pregnant i decided to have a baby shower to celebrate! Planned pretty much everything me and mum stayed up most nights hand making invitations. I took matt's mum and dads invitation round to their house (where i pretty much spent half of my time) only to find they were going away that weekend!! So that was a dilemma i cant have a baby shower without the father, nan and grandad to my baby? could i ? 

Well i did, and i wasnt even at the baby shower either ... they had asked me to go on holiday with them i was delighted as hadnt been on holiday since i was really little and i was pregnant so would be my last without a baby! It was only to dorset but was one of the best weeks away i have ever had... out every day, eating out, going to the beach was amazing! The little house we stayed in was lovely.

Dawn - Matt's stepmum the most loveliest woman i could have ever met, she was like a second mum to me

Peter - Matt's dad, once again is absolutely lovely and still talk to him quite often!
Pat - Known as nanny pat, definately like another nan for me.
Then me matt and the dog. 

The week was over as quick as it started and we headed home! missing the baby shower i had planned for ages but so glad i did for a fab holiday where i will definately be going again, as i have some good memories in dorset with people i shall never ever forget...

Then the rest of Summer 2010 was hot! back in potters bar and pretty much stayed indoors the whole summer as was way too tired to be doing anything else... 

My due date was soon approaching.. August 2010 8 months pregnant...i was going to be a mum in one month and hardly had anything, nowhere near ready to give birth to this baby!!  

Until next time....